BEFORE:

one day you're going to want that girl.

that girl that knew she wasn't perfect,
but tried to be perfect for you.

the girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it,
because something was better than nothing.

that girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you,
and loving you the only way she could.

the girl who sees your flaws,
but values them as much as your strengths.

that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you,
even though sometimes you really deserve it.

that girl who saw past your pretty eyes and
treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated.

the girl who realizes she may never have your heart,
but will carry the image of you in hers forever.

the girl that sees this and
still loves you.

the girl that should have you, but doesn't.
even though she deserves it.

BUT FINALLY:

The girl can look in the mirror and
see that she's finally free from the puffy and hollow eyes.

The girl can wake up in the morning
and he won't be the first thought that comes into mind.

Finally, she can dream again.

Without him in it.

The girl can finally smile and mean it.

The girl has finally walked away and found herself again.

Realized that the scraps just DOESN'T cut it,
that she deserves BETTER.

oh such a relief the girl feels. :)

got this from Sha's multiply. thanks, Sha! aylovet. :)

so how did i spend my valentine's?

me and my single friends drank til dawn,
got wasted,
talked about basically anything under the sun,
some cried and spilled their guts out while some were happy [screw them haha],
and then went to TAGAYTAY to watch the sunrise...which never happened. haha

WALANG SUNRISE AMFFFFF.

so basically, we just went there to eat instant noodles in 7 eleven,
bond and talk,
listen to boys night out: confession sessions,
be emo,
and freeze to deeeeath.

next time, i'll DEFINITELY bring my digicam and jacket.
bad trip walang pictures.
my phone's batt died pa. grrr.
but still,

AYLALALALALOVET. <3333

so what if i didn't have a valentine?

i rock anyway. :D

single and NOT ready to mingle. ;)