my spidey-sense is tingling.

Saturday, May 31, 2008 @ 11:54 AM

ah, Sex and the City was fun, with all the clothes and awesome punchlines and all. but the movie as a whole? it only seemed like a regular Sex and the City episode except it was 2 hours and 30 minutes long. oh well, there are still a lot of movies to look forward to anyway. :D

so the cover art of Breaking Dawn is now officially released, so i can post it here - legally. haha. go and click on the pic so you can view the high quality image - and you can go ahead and imagine yourself having the book. haha. also, you can check out the car Edward gave Bella here. it's pretty awesome. ah, jealousy's kicking in again. :P

btw, to those who are still denying that the chapter 1 of BD that leaked in the internet is legit, Entertainment Weekly just released a sneak preview of the first chapter. and yes, it matches the leakage. so i guess we'll just have to wait for BD itself and see if Meyer has really gone cuckoo with her writing. haha. and unfortunately, bookstores here in the boondocks still have no idea when they will get the copy of the special edition of Eclipse. tsk.

good God, i need to control my mood swings. i don't wanna end up being like D, who you can hardly talk to when in a bad mood. and it happens. a LOT. to think D's a friggin' dude. good God, maybe he's having man-PMS? and it seems like J has done it again. ah, J never seizes to amaze us, yes? maybe J doesn't bother having no friends anymore? and like A, they both only want to count their real friends by one hand. but can we blame them? it's pretty convenient. imagine - only inviting 5 people in your party. wow. J better start changing soon, there's only so much E could take before E could not be counted in J's little hand anymore. tsk, tsk. and how pitiful is little W? W can't manage to get angry towards J, though J is obviously the cause of things. so W just ends up throwing all the blame and bitterness towards A. tsk, tsk. wakey, wakey, little W. A is NOT the only one you should be blaming here, you know. A was just merely "eating the food laid in front of him". remember that. ;) but then again, we as humans think. that's what differentiates us from a DOG, with just their instincts taking control of them. when a dog needs to pee, it pees right then and there. if we need to pee, we go to the CR. and if a dog gets hungry, it eats whatsoever it is that was handed over to it. but when we get hungry, we have the option to eat what's offered to us. it's a pity how some humans are taken control over by their instincts. especially men.

ah, i missed writing those kinds of gossips. :D oh, and the week's pictures would be uploaded in my multiply in...a while. i'm too lazy right now. haha. :P later, bitcheeees! ;)

I told you I’m not going anywhere. Don’t be afraid. As long as it makes you happy , I’ll be here.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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hello, mr. beautiful. :)

Wednesday, May 28, 2008 @ 7:41 PM

ah, the first day of OJT was officially OOOVER. only 472 hours to go. yey me.

was it fun? yeah, coz my girls and boys are there. :) [no, i won't be posting the pics yet.] and the meals were free! haha! and oh yeah, there were overflowing drinks, too! ;)

was it dragging? hell yes. ugh. the whole day was just an orientation and shit. tomorrow would be dragging too. :|

and we (42 interns) were divided into two classes, and half of my friends (Pau, Chi, Stephen, and Anz) are in the other class. tsk. but Keips, Dar, and Eddie are with me so it's all cool. :P and good God, it didn't even seem that i was having an OJT. practically my whole batch was there as well, so it was just like being in a classroom all over again except we're in corporate clothes. hilarious. haha.

and i'm sorry, but i just have to vent this out - like i always do - there's going to be a fully completed scene from the Twilight movie during the preshow of the MTV movies awards! not a teaser trailer, not a behind-the-scenes footage, but a full-on completed action scene that's in the actual movie! OME, right?!

and, and, and, now the name Ransom Spunk appeals to me like no other. ILY, Rob!! haha :P you don't get it? meh. that's coz you don't watch Twilight Tuesday. haha.

and hoemaygaaaad! i'm so excited for friday! we're watching Sex and the City. i can't wait for the awesome clothes! i'm gonna end up dying out of envy again just like i did in Devil Wears Prada, but i won't care! those clothes are to die for! i'll just imagine myself wearing them and it's gonna be all goooood. :D

i also can't wait to watch a LOT of movies, really. there's My Sassy Girl, You Don't Mess with the Zohan, Momma Mia, The Incredible Hulk, Made of Honor, and The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian! and those are just the ones showing this June! holy moley! loves it! :P

another good news! FullyBooked just called me and said that they have New Moon in hardcover already! i'll go get it tomorrow. yey. :D one down, two (soon to be three) to go! ;) [why did they have to run out of the hardcover versions when i decided to collect them?! i seldom collect books, you know. tsk. haha]

and ugh! [somebody] better STOP imitating me. it's like having a part 2 of my blog, for crying out loud!! go use your OWN words! go think of your OWN way on how to write your blog! i mean seriously? Twilight quote on each of your blog entry in a block quote? and your choice of words that you didn't even use before which also happens to be how i talk in my blog? and how you just paraphrase what i say? girl, puh-lease. now i know how you feel, keips. hahaha! kaineeeees. but this is just me being petty. it's just really frustrating, but i'm over it. whatever, right? it's not like i've copyrighted everything i said. haha. i just hope that [someone] start being ORIGINAL. tsk, tsk. whatsoever happened to the blogging world? copycats are now everywhere. *sigh* pity, pity, pity. :P

meh, i can't say anything else. haha. buh-bye! for now. ;)

And I knew that I had my answer. I didn’t know if there was ever a choice , really. I was already in too deep. Now that I knew - if I knew - I could do nothing about my frightening secret. Because when I thought of him, of his voice, his hypnotic eyes, the magnetic force of his personality, I wanted nothing more than to be with him right now.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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you're sort of beautiful. ;)

Tuesday, May 27, 2008 @ 6:41 AM

wow. i'm up AND blogging early. haha. i'm off to buy some corporate clothes in a while. :)

boy, i went to DLSU yesterday (ah, the first day of the term for them. i'm so jealous) and the freshmen were everywhere! hahaha! i was thinking like, "did we look like that three years ago!?" haha. ~~probably, yeah.~~ i refuse to think so, dammit!

meh, i don't have much anything to say anymore. it's 6 in the morning and i don't think my brain's functioning as good as i want it to. :P

I love her more than anything in the world, more than my own life - and by some kind of miracle - she loves me back.

good God! if the guy i brought home said that to my mom, i would seriously die. geezas, Bella! you ought to stop whining. ugh. ungrateful little --. never mind. and yes, in case you're still wondering, that quote's from the first chapter of BD. and man, this is crazy. the first chapter leaked out already. hahahah. hilaaaarious.

btw, ladies, i check my mail every second i'm online, so you don't need to remind me to check it everytime you send me an email. ayt? ;) later, dearies! :D

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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all's fair in love and war. :)

Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ 6:33 PM

just got back from a movie date with nelly and tine, and i must say - Indiana Jones freakin' sucks, yo! ugh! and it was what, 2 1/2 hours long? 90 friggin' minutes wasted. gag me.

and it's not just because i'm not that into action, or something. trust me, i have my fair share in that. besides, i can totally appreciate an action film. a well-put-together action film. but Indiana Jones was a friggin' disaster. good thing Shia Labeouf was casted. he's still hilarious as ever. but other than that, ugh. i would not have lasted.

anyway, i was only supposed to buy a new wallet - because my last wallet was crying for mercy - but then i also ended up buying two new pair of shoes (yes, i shopped AGAIN. and nel and tine didn't even try to stop me. bitches. haha. it's like giving drugs to an addict. but whatever, i love, love, looove my new shoes).

i bought a red wallet from Girbaud (loves it!), and two pairs of shoes from Schu. i'll be using it for my OJT, and it's absolute love. you guys might want to check your nearest Schu store. they're having a sale. i bought two pairs of shoes just for the mere price of Php1,899. seriously! they're on a buy1 take1 sale. each pair were actually Php1,899 each! what a bargain. :D (they should seriously pay me for advertising their store haha). and then i so love this bag from Maldita. it's on a 50% off sale, it was supposed to be Php2500. i was SO going to buy it, but then i just bought a new bag two days ago, so yeah. my conscience got the better of me. hahaha.

and OME! i went to my ever-so-loved website just now, and boom!

the effin' cover-art of BD!

it's the poster that comes with the special ed. of Eclipse! but sorry, if you came to my site just now, i put down the pic already. it's in violation of the copyright law. i will, however, on the 31st, be posting them. no need to fuss. ;)

now i am SO buying that special edition of Eclipse. no matter what it effin' takes. i'm thinking of asking my sister from the big NYC to buy me a copy. but i doubt she would go through all that trouble. haha.

*sigh*

OJT starts in four days. ugh. i am so dreading it. of course the new business attires (that i am yet to buy) and new shoes are something to look forward to, but i just want to be in a classroom again. :( yet of course, that's impossible for me - i don't have any subjects to take anymore except thesis. ugh. so this is really it for me. goodbye college. ack! noooo. i shall forever be a college student at heart. that sounded weird, but yeah. i'm dreading the day that i'll be out of the comfort zone commonly known as school. :|

but meh. enough of the whining and complaining. (i'm doing a lot of complaining lately, aren't i?) hmm. this is so Bella. haha. you don't get it? it's a Twilight thing you'd never understand. :P anyway, that's it for now, folks. ;)

I like the night. Without the darkness, you would never see the stars.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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sometimes, kismet happens.

Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 2:13 PM

ugh. for some weird reason, whenever i remember his mere existence, my mood matches this gloomy weather. but whatever, he doesn't even deserve my fury. i mean, if he was just basically being an ass that he is, i could so easily take that. but he building up such a constructed lie AND being a two-faced freakass? hah! you GOTTA be kidding me. i never thought that some person actually existed who did NOT know the value of friendship. at all.

and oh, don't worry. i won't be doing anything to get even. like i said, you're nothing to me now. besides, as far as i know, what goes around comes effin' around. so i hope you enjoy that pathetic excuse for a life that you have right now. now you can finally count the number of your good friends in one hand. imagine that - you wouldn't have to stress your non-existent brain anymore. wow. convenient, isn't it?

anywaaay, can i just brag for a bit? haha my site's hits jumped from 4000 last night to 6500 today. WOW. hahah what in bloody hell happened, right? and then i found out that my blog's been spread all over the internet because of my last post. hahaha! (to those who are still doubting the massive fanbase of Twilight might start rethinking now. haha) i think i need to remind people though that this is a personal blog, although of course being the obsessed fangirl that i am, i can't help but post the latest news about anything regarding Twilight. also, before i may get sued or something, i wasn't the main source of that leakage. hell, i'm not even sure if the special edition of Eclipse will be released here in the boondocks! :P

anyway, i got another info regarding Breaking Dawn. bwahaha. oh, how i love it. (this feels like one of those exam leakages haha). this is hilarious. anyway, on with it: i know this dude. i won't be saying much about the dude, but he knows someone who knows someone and you know how that goes, right?

so here are some juicy deats he got re. BD: if you were even already tensed with the Volturi scene in Italy in New Moon, then you'd be having a heart attack in BD; the Denali clan and Volturi will have a major part; i also assumed that the wolves and the Cullens will be having a war at this point, but then he said that (and no, these aren't the exact words), the Cullens and the wolves will not be having a war, but in fact, they will be needing each other's help.

so, here's my theory: either the Volturi or the Denali are coming to Forks and invoke a war, OR they'll both come! the Denali are coming to fight off the wolves to revenge on Laurent, and the Volturi will come to fight off the Cullens because they haven't changed Bella yet! and therefore the wolves will need the Cullens to fight off the Denali, and the Cullens will need the wolves to fight off the Volturi!

good God, i hope i'm right! this is the first theory i've ever come up with. hahaha! well, it sounds probable, doesn't it? although, i can't connect this with the preface though. so i don't know. :| i like my theory though. haha again, i don't know if the info's even legit. this is just me sharing what i know. :)

that's it for now, dearies! ;)

Yeah it's just an off day when I don't get someone telling me how edible I smell.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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holy [bleep]ing [bleep]!!!!

Thursday, May 22, 2008 @ 6:54 PM

disclaimer: i just got these infos off the internet. i wasn't the main source or whatsoever bull that comes with it. :D

holy mother!!!!

i know it's gonna be my second post for the day, but i just gotta friggin' share this! i am seriously shaking i can't type properly!

somebody got a friggin' hold of the Eclipse special edition already, and OMFGGGG!!!!!!

the whole Preface of Breaking Dawn! :) [won't be posting it, there are copyright issues.]

plus!!! the first chapter pretty much says that: Edward buys Bella a car as a wedding gift (two cars, actually. one is missile-proof hahahah!); Renee isn't bothered that Bella and Edward are getting married and Charlie blows up at Bella thinking she's marrying Edward because she's pregnant. And Seth and Edward are apparently.. friends? Jacob still keeps in touch with the tribe, although he hasn't come home yet. And Bella's still concerned (thank God she's over her sulking). The chapter ends with Bella fitting her wedding dress and reflected - that she is genuinely HAPPY.

holy cruuuud! i am hyperventilating!! seriously! you don't believe that the girl really has the special edition already? well then. here are the pics to prove it: click here, here, and here! the girl didn't post BD's cover, though. coz she, as i quote, "didn't want to betray stephenie." hah! didn't want to betray my foot! you posted the preface and the details on the first chapter on the internet but decided to not post BD's cover coz you're worried that you're betraying her? hahaha! what bull. :P

ooh, but apparently there's some girl who works in a bookstore and said that the cover of BD looks like this, and i quote: there's a chessboard on the cover, with a white queen in prominence, and a red pawn in the background.

but enough of that stupid cover. what's the preface supposed to mean?!?!

ARGH!! i'm so jealous!!! i didn't get to buy the hardbound version of the twilight series a while ago because they were friggin' out of stock, and now i get this?! i don't even know if they'll release the special edition of Eclipse here in the friggin' boondocks! rawr! well? are they? are they? are they??? aacckkk! i am seriously going insane!!

okay, okay. i'll act as a sane person now, and be off to dissecting each word in that preface. :)) oh, and hooray for spoilers!!! mwahahah! >:)

I'm here...which roughly translated, I would rather die than stay away from you.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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i'd already said my goodbyes to the sun. :)

this update is just for the sake of updating. this is me merely typing whatever i can think of - in short, it won't make much sense, mind you. :P

phew! i'm back from another shimmy shimmy shopping. :D yeah, yeah. i never get tired of it, and no, my funds are from my ever-so-loved mom, so i don't worry bout that. mwahahaha! >:) this time i went to the ever-so-trusty greenhills. :) ironic how i opt to shop in malls lately when GH is just 15 mins away. :)) there weren't any people - must be coz it's a weekend. i got there at around 11am and left before 2pm. thank god i left early - it's raining now.

the main reason why i went to greenhills was actually because i was hoping that the branch of fullybooked there have the hardbound version of the twilight series. but they don't - so i ended up just reserving a copy of breaking dawn and adding up my budget for the books to my shopping. haha!

i've been listening to twilight's audio book the whole while i was shopping, and i can't help but grin at times. especially during the scene where edward decided to stop staying away from bella and just let the chips fall and whatnot? good god! i was smiling like some mad lunatic (that i am) haha! i think people have been assuming i was smiling at them. :)) oh well, right?

ugh, 6 days left before my ojt starts. ironically, after so much of the shopping i've been doing lately, i never bothered to buy corporate clothes. i'm doomed. another reason to shop! :D and ooh, i hope i meet someone hawt there. nyahaha. :D

good god, it's officially the rainy season. i hate rain. it's too wet. and gloomy. it ruins my hair and clothes. conceited, but true. the good thing, though, is i'll be thinking of edward all the more now. ;) oh, wait. thinking of a fictional character even more than i do now is not a good thing, is it? :)) of all the seasons my practicum had to be in, it just had to be during the rainy season. oh well, i gotta stop whining. time to invest on a trusty umbrella and lovely coats! :)

and omg, david cook won in american idol! i don't really care much who won - i love the two davids. archuleta's friggin' adorable, and cook's sizzling (his bro is much hotter though). and both are very much talented. plus, both of them have guaranteed careers already anyway. :D

and uhm...i can't think of anything else to say. the audio book's calling me. :)) that's all for now. ;)

When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it's not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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so eager for eternal damnation.

Monday, May 19, 2008 @ 2:58 AM

I'll be back so soon you won't even have to miss me. Take care of my heart - I've left it with you.

and i'm baaack! :D did you miss me? hahaha :P this is gonna be a long post, brace yourselves. :D

villa cornelia in cuenca batangas was absolutely lovely, except for the fact that there were some majorly creepy people. thank goodness they didn't stay overnight like we did. it was fun, fun, fun. :) pictures are already up in my multiply. :D contacts only, duh. ;) here are a few:

anyway, i just finished re-reading for the nth time new moon and eclipse last night (ugh, i absolutely LOATHE jacob. manipulating son of a bitch. haha), and well, it really got me thinking of what'll happen in breaking dawn. PAU, THIS IS FOR YOU TO STOP YOUR WORRYING. haha! actually, this is for everyone who are worrying that bella ends up with jacob. if you haven't read new moon and eclipse yet, there MIGHT be a tad bit of a spoiler. :D

i'd keep it short, and just give three major reasons why you have to stop worrying about bella and edward not staying together. :) and these are what Stephenie Meyer said so herself:

"And, just to ease the panic, please remember that I'm a big fan of happy endings" - Stephenie Meyer on the lexicon forums;
"Edward and Bella are so together, so that means Jacob's like, you know, still free." - Stephenie on "Eclipse" book tour in Chicago; and,
"Does this love [for Jacob] devaluate her love for Edward? Not for me. For me, it makes that perfect true love stronger. Bella has another option. She has a really good one. An option that's easier in many ways, that takes nothing—like her family, present or future—away from her. She would have love, and friendship, and family—an enviable human future. But she chooses Edward over all of this. This makes it real for me." - Stephenie's website, Eclipse FAQ.

and with breaking dawn being inspired by "A Midsummer Night's Dream", you still don't have to worry. there is another book she's getting inspiration from, but she won't say it yet. but i think in that book is the major part where she got the inspiration. and are we forgetting the fact that this AMND is a comedy? :) here's what i think stephenie got in AMND:

Hermia and Lysander are lovers. so, there's bella and edward.
Demitrius also loves Hermia, and her father has arranged for hermia to marry him. there's jacob. we all pretty much know how charlie prefers jacob. what a jerk. :))
Helena loves Demitrius, and Demitrius eventually falls for Helena. i think jacob is going to imprint on some girl, and she'll like him, but he'll fight it because he loves bella. this unknown girl (Angela? hahaha!) will be helena. but jacob will eventually give in, because imprinting is their law of gravity, and ends up happily with this girl.

i actually don't think jacob would have a major part in breaking dawn, with the ending in eclipse and all. i think AMND will just reflect in BD in a way where jacob imprints on somebody else (i hope someone weird like jessica or lauren. mwahaha!) and have his happy ending (i would've wished it wasn't a happy one, but meh, the boy has some good points in him anyway and stephenie meyer loves this character. ugh. i hate him with every single cell in my body, well not really).

and, the title itself, Breaking Dawn, as i think, "breaking dawn" pretty much means in a sense that, bella would now be facing a new life - which, as i hope, her being a vampire and of course, being with edward. :D but whatever it is, bella and edward will have their happy ending. they HAVE to, dammit!!! besides, if bella ends up with jacob, it'll completely ruin the whole essence of the story. why else call it a "vampire love story" then? haha! this whole story is about the undying love of edward and bella. the fact that she's giving up so much only drives home the fact that they're meant to be together and all of that mushy stuff. even stephenie meyer said so herself that the whole love triangle thing is over because bella has already chosen and her choice was final. :)

so? no need to fuss, yes? ;)

gawd, i'm gushing again and blabbing nonstop. :)) sorry if i'm venting it all out here, since well, where else can i vent these out? hahaha! i told you i'm obsessed. i think too much and overanalyze things. :| and, hmm...what else is there to share? i want to go out next week, seriously. rech's out of town, my good god, your family goes out too much! haha! kp! nel! tine! let's go watch something next week, yes? :D let's make the most of our "summer". ugh, the rainy season has come. with a vengeance, mind you.

i actually woke up at 11 pm today. yes, PM. because i slept at 11 in the morning today, err, yesterday. good god, i always get confused in that kind of stuff. haha! so technically, even though it's 4 in the morning, i just started my day. good luck with my body clock.

and i just read this outrageously funny post. coughrechcough. WHAT IS IT WITH PEOPLE AND BITTERNESS??? well, i guess bitterness is going to be naturally there, for it might be the only thing left after the heartache. but really, i just don't get guys sometimes. when they find a girl they like, they court them. that's the law of nature. and, of course, any girl has the choice to give the dude a chance or not. you've been given your chance to prove yourself, and if she doesn't like you, you move on. you need not blaming her and getting personal. you guys say that we'd trade you for any random handsome dude that passes by even though you have the heart and the determination for it. i say it's BULLSHIT. it's downright hypocritical. why, wouldn't you do the same? wouldn't you choose a more good-looking girl, too? and, in the first place, wouldn't you court the girl because you found her attractive? besides, if you knew she was out of your league, why bother?!

so don't go around acting all bitter because you "weren't given the chance". it was your choice in the first place on who to ask that chance from. she doesn't like you, deal with it. she's out of your league, deal with it. be a MAN for crying out loud. don't think that it isn't hard on us girls too. besides, there's this fine line between friends and lovers. you did not have to cross that. that's suicide. if you wanted to be lovers in the first place, then why bother being friends? because you yourself know that it would hurt more. we did not ask you for it. you've placed it in yourself. technically, you were digging your own grave. and then you blame us?! hah! what utter bull.

this is all just luck. if we're all lucky, the person we love would love us back. but if not, then we move on. sure, there's the healing part. someone better would come, if not the best. but before that happens, please don't go around blaming people. because you don't have someone to blame but yourself.

phew! that was miiiighty long. i think this has got to be the longest entry i've ever written. :)) later, dearies! ;)

The feeling that coursed through me was unnerving, staggering. And I knew that I couldn't ignore you any longer.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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you put me on a pedestal.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ 7:47 PM

this blog officially looks like a fan site. seriously. i better start blogging something myself (for now), before people start bookmarking this site and wait for twilight or gossip girl updates. :)) although of course, those are still gonna most often than not exist in this blog. ;)

aaaanyway, on with something totally random. (you do know though that this would still end up related with twilight, right? right.)

you know what i really hate? liars. although of course, we are only human. we can't afford not to lie. it's basically human instinct. but you know what's also another human instinct? it's to think. seriously, how hard is it to think for a second before saying something that you know is a lie, or would turn out to be one?

and the next thing i hate? false hopes. so sometimes it's nice not to hope anymore. you know, to expect nothing? but that's utterly impossible, right? it's another human instinct. to trust. to hope. to love. to forgive. well, maybe the latter is really not much existing in most of us, but yeah.

and what i hate besides liars and false hopes is pride. we all have it. but you do know that it's one of the seven deadly sins, right? i used to not apologize when i was young because of my pride (and not to mention a spoiled brat) even though i know it's my fault, but as i've grown and matured, this pride is as insignificant when it comes to my relationships as a brand of a comb. please excuse the metaphor. but seriously. would you rather have your pride and yourself than be with your friends/family/whoever?

and an advice to everyone, if you're gonna ask forgiveness, can you please mean it? asking forgiveness, in full essence of the word, means that you're gonna say it right to that person and face all the consequences. asking forgiveness, in full essence of the word, means that you're not gonna do it again. because with you apologizing over and over each and every time you make that same mistake with the exact same people, they're doubt and mistrust on you will grow.

and you know what i also hate? (i told you this was still going to end up related with twilight) i call them twilight-posers. :)) you know, those girls who only like the book because of edward? yeah, that's them. although, who could blame them, right? among all the fictional characters ever created, he's the greatest, hottest, coolest, sweetest - ok, i'll stop there. but seriously though, you have to appreciate the whole book, you know. stephenie meyer has got to be the greatest author yet. i mean, have you read The Host? yes, there is actually a book she's written other than the Twilight series, you know. haha. i thank god for creating such awesome writer. screw anne rice, j.k. rowling, paulo coelho (well, no, not paulo coelho. he's awesuuuum), and whoever. stephenie meyer is the shit, yo! hahaha :))

you know what i think? there should be a disclaimer in the book that says: "warning: reading this book may lead to crushes/obsessions/dreams on fictional characters." i've gotten my friends indulged with the books too. although of course not as much as my obsession with it, for it'll be so unhealthy to have my kind of addiction. i'm dead serious. you do NOT want to know up to what extent my knowledge is about the book, characters, and film adaptation regarding twilight. wahaha =)) i even humor myself. :))

and to my girlies who are yet to finish twilight and read new moon, ah, get ready for a lot of crying and anxiety attacks. haha :)) holy crud, breaking dawn! must. get. it. NOW!

and have you seen woman on the verge, gg's episode 17?! good gracious, georgina sparks! i SO love you! i aspire one day to be as bitchy, evil, and mean as you. but then again, i heard that she'd be a regular next season. i think i just threw up a little in my mouth. i mean, don't get me wrong, i love her character and she being the queen of mean and all (next to blair, that is), but her character's gonna be too dragging! i mean what, is she going to be mean in all of the 24 episodes of gg next season? oh, come on! her character is good to show up every now and then and shake things up, but to have her as a regular? me no likey. or are they gonna make her change the attitude and have her personality reformed? but that's been done. she'll be so serena. these writers better be up with something good. well, those are all my rants for now, ladies! (or gents. whatever you prefer. haha)

oh, before i go, i shall bombard you with a wee bit of my different faces. because i grabbed the latest issue of seventeen magazine and hayden panettiere had her "the many faces of me" thing and since i hate her, i'd show her i can do it too. hahaha :))

edward: your hair looks like a haystack. but i like it.
me: oh, edward! *faints*
ah, yes, i'm delusional. i wanna be a fictional character created by stephenie meyer named isabella marie swan. get over it.

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he's exactly my brand of heroin. XD

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ 8:13 AM

ah, it's my dazzling beloved's birthday today. now is the perfect excuse to unleash my obsession/fan girl gushes/squeals. wahaha! seriously, though. you have been warned. :)) this entry might swoon you over, or irritate you to the bones. coz i'll be gushing like a little girl as always, and there'll be tons of pics, mind you. :))

robert thomas pattinson.
also known as the english sex god.

to me, he's the sexiest man alive. screw brad pitt or johnny depp or [insert name of the guy you prefer here]! he's smexy. and it's his birthday today. so, now, he's officially 22. a little biography? you might know him as cedric diggory from the movie harry potter and the goblet of fire. even then, he already got me dazzled. :)) and, he is going to play the part of edward cullen (ah, the only fictional character i've been obsessing/in love with haha) in the movie adaptation of the book twilight by stephenie meyer. if you haven't heard of that book yet, then you must not be living in this planet. he also had a minor role in the movies ring of the nibelungs and vanity fair. he is also to star in the upcoming movies: little ashes, how to be, the summer house, and a loooot of other movies i won't be mentioning because i'm too lazy.

he used to be a model, but his modeling career have pretty much ended when his dazzling skin caused most cameras to burst into flames. bwahaha and no, i did not make that up. it was in wikipedia. seriously. :)) he had also been touted as the next jude law. only hotter. and sexier. and better. i could go on and on, trust me.

ah, yes, even simply his back sends
shivers down my timbers.

like i said, he'll be playing the part of edward anthony masen cullen, a 107 year-old vampire who lives in a gorgeous 17 year-old body. i'm not being biased, i swear. millions of girls can hardly wait to watch the movie, and i'm pretty sure, that come december, he'll be hotter than a firecracker. and, just like edward in the book, every girl will be in love with rob after they see the movie. hahaha. i don't get why some people don't like him as edward, though. i mean, hello, nobody in this world can ever be compared to the edward in your imagination, he doesn't exist. the closest we can get is rob! :)) ergo, edward anthony masen cullen = robert thomas pattinson. math has never been easier. haha

i've never been this obsessed with an actor or fictional character ever in my life. EVER. you do NOT want to know how MANY sites/forums/communities i've visited, joined, and bookmarked. seriously. i'm way too obsessed with the books, film, and characters, ~~i don't think it's good for my health~~. but i guess there's a first time for everything, right? excuse the cliche expresson, btw. and yes, in my world, rob and edward are ONE. haha! he's quite shy, and he smokes too. i don't really like smokers, but for him, i'll SO make an exception. =)) good god, i humor myself. hahaha :))

they call it either the lion hair or the sex hair.
i prefer both. :))

well? well? don't you agree?? he's TEH SEX, right? riiiiight? say no and there. will. be. blood! :))

this is seriously effin' funny!
click to view text! :P

and oh holy crud! how could i have forgotten?! it was vlad's bday last may 10! i'm so sorry! i'm not worthy, i'm not worthy. haha :)) who is he, you ask? oh, i'll let the pictures do the talking. ;)

no, he's not from some emo band.
he IS emo, though. but gorgeous, yes? ;)

anywaaay, happy birthday to you, my lovelies. and yup, i have gone absolutely cuckoo. :)) and this ends my gushing/obsessing/fan-girling. for now. :)) i'm off to do a shimmy shimmy shopping. birthday rooocks! haha :P

and then you shot across my sky like a meteor.

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excruciatingly lovely and forever seventeen.

Monday, May 12, 2008 @ 8:33 PM

please excuse the red dress. i know it's cliche to wear red if it's your bday, and i'm not friggin' chinese, but i like the dress, so sue me. haha :))

haven't celebrated my bday with my lalalalovelies yet, it'll be on the 14th. :) everybody who's anybody HAVE to be there. but then again, because of the stupid summer class and some are in their respective provinces, some of them can't go. :(( but i'm not here to bitch about that, i'm here to extend my thanks! :D this gonna be a long one, so bear with me. haha

first off, thank you to those who texted (yes, i logged out before 12 intentionally in YM haha) at midnight: lourdes mary iway aka "my concubine wife" (although you were two minutes early haha luuurves you sooo much!) ; luis alfonso teofilo santos (woah, that was exactly 12 midnight. what were you doing, counting off?! haha) ; janel quinto, aka "nelly yuki/nelly belly/pretty nelly" (those were a looot of messages haha); claudine joanne pena aka "karen smith" (that was some cute collage. lurves it!) ; rechelle marie vergara aka "gretchen weiners" (love the blog. oh, and kelangan terno kayo ng blog ni keips? nyahahaha loooove you more, beeatch!) ; my sister emelie reyes-alagao (thanks for the maybelline cosmetics! it'll last me til next term! haha) ; my other sister rosalie reyes (pampering session, yeeey!) ; kristtinna pauline almojuela, aka "cady heron" you greeted me at whoa, 6:42am?! what were you doing up so early?! haha i lalalalove love love you too!) ; ma. pauline buenaventura aka "my co-former fantastic four teammate" (love you, dear! oh, and edward is MINE. haha, no, i'm not delusional. haha) ; joseph roque (haha that was unexpected, kp didn't force you now, did she? haha kidding!) ; nico madlangbayan (you better come on the 14th, ya know!) ; timothy darylle(spelling?) mercado (mahal ko din kayong dalawa ni pau! yeahbah!) ; jed reyes-cuerva (oi sysdev2 groupmate! thaaanks!) ; charles hemerson mesina (ikaw manlilibre, dude! post-post-post-post graduation! hahaha) ; francis edward borromeo (oh. em. gee! your full name has edward on it! hahahahah thanks anz!) ; adrian esguerra (the greeting was pretty disturbing, but at least ndi burger haha) ; gemelyn ty (woooiiii! haven't heard from you for a looong time!) ; christine cabasal (did you arrive from hk already? you better come on the 14th!!!) ; aaaaand of course, darwin jason antoni, aka "my kuya, my confidante" (i'm SO sorry. akala ko nalagay na kitaaa!! waahh!! thanks for the tanaga, although nosebleed ako ng bonggang bongga. haha love you, daaaar! ikaw lang kuya ko, promise!).

for those who greeted me through email, YM, multiply, and my ever-so-lovely blog: my gorgeous siter, princess reyes-guerrero (belated happy mother's day too! might reply on the 17th pa, be out of town on the 14th! haha miss yooouuuu!) ; adrienne bernal (those were a looot of greetings, i SO love you haha) ; shamir "sha" supangan (we HAVE to hang out sometime soon!) ; maryel eleanor roman (haven't heard from you for a looong time! reunion? haha) ; michael nino guerrero (don't you have load or something? haha) ; carl wenzy antonio (yes, i AM making the most out of this day, thankyouverymuch. haha) ; mika sotto (i am SO not old! ayheytchuuu! hahaha) ; marynyriene silvestre (woah, your full name really IS a tongue twister! haha i missed someone calling me ate. thanks dear!) ; mary camille serano (why greet me in aids' site? haha) ; jimson chua jr. (god bless you too!); kristine (yeeey! can i have edward cullen alone for now? it IS my bday. haha) ; christopher king (ok lang kahit late, at least you remembered. ish. haha) ; rosa ria halili (it's been soooo long! miss you! thanks for the greet, still!) ; christine (thanks still for the greet! at least you did, right? haha) ; and last but definitely not the least, addison julian lim, aka a-jay-jay! (you better come on sa bday kooo haha) ; and to those who greeted me who i haven't seen/encountered/interacted ever, well, thank you! :D

to those i haven't mentioned, just so you know, i have short-term memory loss, so please excuse me for forgetting. :D you can drop me a note and i'd gladly place you on this entry! ;)

now i'm now a year older, but not necessarily wiser. comparing my life now than last year, i've lost some friends, but also gained more along the way. hey, you win some, you lose some, right? if i was to return time, i wouldn't have done it any other way. :) these people written here have touched my lives like no other have. they've been there with me through the fun times, but i am really grateful that they're there for me through the effed-up times as well. they've stood by me even though i continue being me (hey, i know how bitchy i can get, and yet they're still there. i myself wouldn't even want to be in my company if i'm my bitchy self, and that happens a LOT. haha). we've been through a LOT - laughter, heartaches, accidents, name it, we've been there. this just proves how our friendship is. :) so whatever tomorrow brings, i'll, no, we'll ALL be THERE. with open arms, and open eyes. YEAH! :D see you guys on the 14th! it SHALL push through, you hear meee?! :))

i shall forever be seventeen at heart! :P

oh, and tomorrow shall be MY sexy Robert Pattinson's birthday! he's THE SEX!

i'm your slave, bring on the shackles!

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it's our moms' day!

Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ 5:24 PM

suuuper tired. yesterday, we went to antipolo to have my sister's new car blessed (who invented that tradition anyway?! haha), i hardly got enough sleep. what else is new, right? haha

and theeen, i had to wake up at 10am today. went to megamall (daming tao! ugh! if only there was another mall near enough that also conducts mass, grr!). first we ate in italiannis (busog much!), attended mass, and then my sister, mom, and i shopped like crrrrazy. :)) sorry mom, didn't have a gift. but i did kiss you, didn't i? ;;) haha :D

happy mother's day to your moms! or to you, if you are one. but i doubt you are, so just go and greet your mom. ok, i'm rumbling now. it's my birthday tomorrow! *gasps* well, i'm off to prepare our family shit for tomorrow. :D catch you later, bitcheees! ;)

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i don't need anybody in my life who doesn't want to be there. - georgina sparks
true enough. look, kid. you don't have to go around bringing up lame excuses. if you don't want to, just go ahead and say it. be a man, for crying out loud. you know what, seriously, i'm over it. we're all over it. we're over you and your pathetic little lies. i hope you enjoy that life of yours. as far as i'm concerned, you're not a part of mine, and i won't be in yours.

ugh. stop it, mei. gotta stay positive. :P it's my bday tomorrow, for crying out loud! haha :D you better greet me, my loveliiies! ;)
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I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn't want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept - as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you!

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where i end and you begin.

Thursday, May 8, 2008 @ 4:11 AM

ahh, yes. new theme, my beauties. :D

because. i. can't. sleep. and no, your eyes aren't deceiving you. it IS 4 in the morning [oohh, gwen stefani! haha] and i haven't slept yet. what else is new with my insomniac self? :)) that reminds me. i have to fix this before OJT starts. :| i think i won't be sleeping today, coz maybe it can solve my insomnia? so i'd be sleepy early later? did that make sense? :))

the theme's still quite the same, yes? only...lighter. but still has the summery feel. :P and oh, oh, oh! can you see my pic on your tab? [you can only see it if you're using firefox, though. because IE effin' sucks. hahaha] pretty cool, yes? yes? haha, i'm sorry, i'm a pretty ~~annoying~~ giddy person when i'm in lack of sleep.

and omg! my bday's coming up! i'm turning... [gulp] 19. ugh. gag me.

i think i better give my laffy taffy a rest. it's screaming for mercy. :)) now i'm off to watching the teli. haven't harassed our tv in AGES. :)) later, bitches! ;)

you're wrong, you know. you ARE worth it. ♥

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oh holy fudge of all things gibberish!

Wednesday, May 7, 2008 @ 1:47 AM

last night's episode ["all about my brother"] of GG was, without a doubt, THE best yet. [no chuck though, but still.]

blair was absolute love, her whole ensemble when she crashed jenny's party was jaw-droppingly GORGEOUS. hell, SHE was gorgeous. this must've been the bitchiest she's been in all of gg's episode and it was beyond awesome. her scheming self was just absolute loooove. with that said, jenny's FINALLY given up the delusional idea of hers being the queen bee. serves you right, little J. i just loved how the dreams of being in the inner circle of a social climbing hoe-bag shattered into pieces. >:) but to tell you honestly, i actually felt a tad bit of ~~pity~~ at the end of the episode for jenny. i know, didn't see it coming either. :))

i wasn't really all-surprised as ERIC being the gay one, as i already knew that before this ep, but his boyfriend being jenny's boyfriend was just DIVINE! i think i just had an epiphany here! hahaha!

and g's really doing a good job TORTURING serena. she should stay in the series longer and not just in 4 episodes, demmit! :)) tormenting the boring d/s is just so awesome to watch! :D i'm appreciating everyday how mishca barton didn't land this role. i think she wouldn't have given it justice. but michelle was just surprisingly great at being a bitch. LUUURVES IT! :D

and HUWHATT?! serena killed someone?! i knew for sure that the secret was a sex tape of her having a threesome, i mean, that spoiler was leaking all over the net, but she KILLED someone?! hahahaha! i did NOT see that coming. seriously. no spoilers whatsoever in any website ever had that one. LOVES IT! :D

this has GOT to be the best day of my life. ever. well, not really, but still. :))

i mean, there's GG ep 16 AND twilight's teaser trailer! oh holy crood! thank you, jesus! [this isn't my bday present, is it? haha but if it is, it's STILL absolute love. haha] edward anthony masen cullen, demmit! why aren't you REAL?! :))

and the spoilers of the future eps of GG, you HAVE to read it. won't be placing it in my blog anymore, though. i'll let the people do their jobs. :))

ok, so maybe i'll share a tincy wincy bit of next episode since you just ever so courteously asked for it. hahaha! blair, nate, and chuck would be having a little get-together to help their crazed of a friend, serena. to do that, they would have to be putting aside their little differences of course. is it gonna be hot, or is it gonna be hot? ;)

whoever said money can't buy you happiness didn't know where to shop. :D

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