a bad joke gone wrong. so, so, so wrong.

Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 4:25 PM

i'm waiting for something. someone. anything. to keep me sane and sweep me away from these daily routines. to somehow make everything okay, to let me know that at the end of the day, something/someone's waiting for me, and make me escape from all these bullshits life's been throwing everyone.

i miss those days when everyone looked forward to going to school. when every girl was excited to buy the new pair of babydoll shoes she could show off her classmates. when we can just take stupid pictures and act like complete idiots and not care one bit. when we spoiled and drunk ourselves til the dawn breaks. when freedom was for everyone to have. i miss those simple things. i wish it was summer again, so we can all fly away.

we used to be happy, didn't we? sure, we've all had those fucked up days then, but we were genuinely happy. now i don't know what happened. everything just suddenly changed right in front of us, and we were all far from ready for it. and now everyone have adjusted, albeit you were still stuck with yesterday.

ahem, ahem. yeah, let's not dwell on the fact that i haven't updated in forever, yadda, yadda, yadda. what's with the emo quotes, you ask? well, *shrugs* i simply missed having those emo entries in my blog like i did a few months ago. haha. :]]

i'm supposed to be at work - but obviously i'm not - since, well, i woke up at 10:30 today. haha. good thing i was still able to enroll (my last friggin' subject before *drumroll* graduation!) online or else i shall be so screwed, daym.

and so, you guys know how Breaking Dawn is coming out on August 2 (August 4 here in the boondocks), right? well, well, there was a bookstore in Texas (i think) that released the book early, and there was some massive bitch fit. there was chaos in the fandom seriously! hahaha.

and i have the whole scans of the book. bwahahaha. >:] take that, meyer's publishers! as if you could outrun me. as if you could fight me off. om nom nom nom hahaha. and those spoilers going around lately that you think are a hoax? well, you might want to second-guess that. haha.

but seriously, Meyer should've just stopped at Twilight and not made this into a series. look at what she's done to Breaking Dawn. it's ruined! this is too weird, even for me. you'd seriously stop at the end of chapter 5 and go "What the fuuuck?!?!" so yeah. ~~and i still can't believe there's a part of the book under Jacob's POV. and i happen to LIKE it.~~ Jacob, you ask? well, let's just say he had this coming and the Team Jacob are in chaos. hahaha! oh the epic LULZ at what Meyer did to him. and Edward! don't even get me started with Edward! what has Meyer done to my Edward?! he's gone completely out of character! this is blasphemyyyy! i was waiting for Ashton Kutcher to come out and tell me i got punk'd, but no, he didn't. :|

kids, never resort to violence. but this just might be an exception.
i want to slap a bitch.

now don't get me wrong. i still love the series but my god, seriously, i want to crawl back to my happy place and hidey hole and deny that Breaking Dawn EVER existed. 4th installment? what 4th installment? the Twilight series is a trilogy! just a damn trilogy, i tell yoouuuu! sure, of course there are good parts in it. duh. but the rest is just... just so wrong. was Meyer on crack the whole time she was writing this? what was she THINKING?! vampires can NOT --- okay, i'll shut up now (but if you guys even say that BD is cute once you read it, i'll seriously pull your eyes out to see if you're really seeing what i'm seeing). haha. my eyes are bleeding and my IQ dropped some serious points. :| you're confused? well, i'll explain further and post more information about BD once it's ~allowed. om nom nom nom. :]] (oh and this is my opinion on the first few chapters and the epilogue, btw. and i'll be updating you guys if i change my mind - i'm still on page 285 anyway. haha. but right now, i hate BD. the first few chapters and the epilogue - ugghhh, the epilogue!! - are just WHAT?!?!?!)

and no, i won't be spoiling anything here in my entry, i don't want this blog getting shut down. haha. but if you just so happen to ask anything in my comment box, and i was just being a good Samaritan and answered your questions, on the other haaaand... haha. :> *wink wink nudge nudge*

humhumhum, what else? i haven't done anything productive today. haha. but i'll be making our project's progress report in a while. ugh. and oh yeah! we're going to watch The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor. but you have to admit - the title seemed so darn cheesy. haha. movie titles - you're doing it wrong. haha. :]]

AND THE PHILIPPINE GOSSIP GIRL RUMOR-SLASH-BULLSHIT. UGH. FAIL. FAIL. FAIL!! don't even. ugh. if there was any truth to it, i'll seriously go over ABS-CBN and have a massive bitch fit. hahaha.

and for those excited about Breaking Dawn like i was a few days ago, don't get your hopes up. it's way too heartbreaking. (unless you'd be in denial because of your love for Stephenie Meyer, then i don't know) hahaha. :]] well that's it for now. i have nothing else to say. :P comment, bitches! ;) btw, if you're just gonna whine and say, "How dare you! BD's gonna be great!", then just release your rave elsewhere. i don't need 12 year-olds raging on me. haha. thankyouverymuch. :>

He’d been right all along. He was more than just my friend. That’s why it was so impossible to tell him goodbye — because I was in love with him. Too. I loved him, much more than I should, and yet, still nowhere near enough. I was in love with him, but it was not enough to change anything; it was only enough to hurt us both more. To hurt him worse than I ever had.

ps. half of me is still hoping that this leak is a hoax, which i doubt it is. om nom nom nom.

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and here. we. go!

Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 4:22 PM

my blog's been pretty much dead lately, yes? don't you miss it when i used to update every other day? and i had some serious business thing about Twilight in each post? and some major gossips every time? yeah, i miss that too.

so we watched TDK again yesterday in i-MAX. and by we, i mean Rech, Nel, and i. :D yeah. and it was beyond awesoooome. seriously. if you've seen it and is planning to watch it again, or if you still haven't seen it, go see it in an i-MAX theater. it's worth it. it was like you're part of the movie itself. it was the best three hours of my life inside a movie theater. haha. and no pictures. dammit. :|

i also stayed over at AJ's house with AJ (duh) and Nel til around 2 in the morning last night, i think? coz i was there supporting them at their little project. no, not really. haha. i was like some bum there watching movies and doing shiz while they were making their project. haha.

makes me think of starting my part in our thesis. O_o haha. i'm such a procrastinator. :| but then again, i have all the time in the world next term. so yeah.

and then i also found out how much of a two-faced bossy bitch this girl was. and here i thought she was genuinely nice. but idk, i love her anyway. she's a friend after all. no matter how she is, we have nothing else to do but to accept who she is, right? :) i just pity her best friend, is all. she's too good to face all the bullshits this girl is throwing her. i think. tsk, tsk. so not the drama. :P

and who is this hollywood_girl bitching over at my bitch keipkeip's blog? seriously? hollywood_girl? hahaha. how...original. what are you, eight? true enough, my 5 year-old niece can come up with a better alias than that. you know one thing i hate more than bitches hating and bashing me? it's the bitches hating and bashing my friends. because if you cross any of them, you cross me. that's how i roll. :]] so please, do us all a favor, "hollywood_girl" (and i'm still cringing at the name) - go get a life. we're the bitches you love to hate, but can't do anything about it. :] and you actually know each and every single detail about KP's gorgeous face, don't you? wow, how observant. you really must have nothing to do in your pathetic little life. :) i quite pity you, really. :D and you little coward, please come out of your hidey hole, thankyouverymuch. :]

yeah, you better be.

humhumhum, what else is there to tell? oh yeah. i was absent last Friday at work. coz i'm sick. *cough, cough* boo. scratch that. because i was too lazy. :D yey for laziness! can i hear a woot, woot? :] and it was also the day of Comic Con! yes, Twilight, Twilight, Twilight. RPattz, RPattz, RPattz. ugh, please excuse my temporary insanity. i act like such a pathetic little giddy schoolgirl when it comes to those two words. sorry. :P and so i bring you the many faces of RPAttz:

i have 200++ pictures just in the Comic Con alone saved in my hard drive. yes. imagine that. haha :]] and it's officially 8 days left til Breaking Dawn gets released here in the Philippines! i think i'm not going to work on Monday because of it. and you better not distract me on Monday unless you want to die a painful death. that is all. :]

also, also, also! because of this BD quote of the day - Sam: “This is not something our treaty anticipated. this is a danger to every human in the area.” - i now know that the details my source told me are 100% true. :D i was a bit ~~doubting~~ him before, but now, no. :D i officially know 80% what's going to happen in BD. :) ...not that i'll be spoiling it. ;)

and oh yeah. i now heard the songs of those Jonas dudes. i'm really not a fan. it may attract the high school and grade school crowd because of their pop songs and some say they're cute, but no, not me, sorry. i'm more of the alternative rock, indie, R&B, and hip-hop fan. i hate pop. and i'm really not into those Mr. Goody-two-shoes-looking type of dudes. i used to love The Moffats and Hanson Brothers, though. but that was when i was in grade school ~~and lacked better sense of music~~. so...point proven. :]] sorry, Jonas Brothers fans, but i don't really get it. :P

Edward's face was the same as the last - cold and statue-like. But that wasn't the most troubling part of this photograph. The contrast between the two of us was painful. He looked like a God. I looked very average, even for a human, almost shamefully plain. I flipped the picture over with a feeling of disgust.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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why so serious?

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @ 8:30 PM

oh i know my bitches have been waiting for me to rant about this, so here you go. hold on to your seats, please. :D

i've been such a major bitch this week. because people should seriously learn when to STFU and GTFO. :) so here's the sitch.

do you ever have that feeling, when someone finally sends you off the edge because of his immature and lame teases continuously, and you want to pull his eyes out? maybe he's simply that insensitive jerk you didn't know ever existed and he was darn too busy being the ass that he is to know what you're feeling. so then you feel like screaming and doing the most gory thing you can ever think of towards him.

then when you finally crack and show him the bitch that you are, the fool would say, to cover up his ass of course, he's sorry.

yeah, right.

and then he would pull the same gag again. seriously - how many times does one person have to be angry at you? don't people ever learn? i think i just gave up on humanity.

the joker is amused at your idiocy. clap, clap, clap for you.

i've experienced this bullcrap so many effin' times - to think we're just halfway through 2008 - and i'm so friggin' tired of it. ugh. why did i have to be surrounded by jerks? men are such lame f*cktards. if they even have the right to be called men. whatever, i'm so over this.

on another note, rumor has it that someone in a lower batch than i am got pregnant. [just to avoid future confusions: I'M NOT THE ONE PREGNANT. hahahaha!] and it was because of a one night stand. hahaha. was it so bad of me to find this funny? because seriously - it was just one drunken night, and then she woke up being scarred for life. well, that's what you get for being a teenager and letting your decisions be clouded over by your hormones.

haha, i love this cake - you don't know whether it's an insult or not. haha :]]

aaaanyway, i think i'm getting the T300. but they don't have stocks for the red one yet. :| i have to wait til August. oh well. and, i might also have an iPhone after all. might. fingers crossed! :]

hmm, what else? oh yeah. after seeing TDK last Sunday (do i have to mention how awesome it is that there are still no words invented to describe it? yeah. i don't think so.), i think i've fallen in love with Heath Ledger. too late, i know. but whatever. and you gotta admit - he was the most good-looking out of all the jokers. haha. :P and he better win a darned Oscar. i so wanna watch TDK again. in i-MAX. to my bitches: let's on Saturday, yes? :] and one last thing for you-know-who-you-are:

ps. i'm so addicted to animated GIFs right now. hahaha. :]] oh, and i'm deleting some links starting now. coz i hate those bitches who ask for link-exchanges, and then after you do add their link, they disappear like a bubble. news flash: this isn't Friendster or MySpace or whatever. you don't have to ask for an exchange of link if you're not really reading that person's blog. Jesus. but if you want me to re-link you, let me know.

Don't bother saying anything. I wouldn't believe you anyway. You know, I always knew you were a whore. I never took you for a liar too.

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shabooyah, rollcall!

Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 7:48 PM

okay, so it's been a while since my last update. sorry, sorry. i was too ~~lazy~~ to post an entry. :P a lot's been going on this week. so this is going to be a long and image-heavy post, please brace yourselves. :D

first off - the high quality second teaser trailer of none other than Twilight. it was phenomenal. there are no words.

agree with me or James will get you. :D

and ZOMG what?! you still haven't seen it? do you live under a rock or something? anyway, you can watch it here. like i said - if that doesn't dazzle you, i don't know what will. and i so pity you if you don't have it in your laffy taffy in full of its high quality glory. pity, pity, pity. :D i can hardly wait for ~~december~~, err january!

and then the showing of The Dark Knight. i want to cry. coz i still haven't seen it when even the most loser of all the losers i know already have. but whatever. at least my biatches and i got to drink all of our wearies (well, their wearies anyway) away last night. i missed Plato in DLSU. haha. we drank there instead of GP coz well, GP is utter fail during Fridays. haha. actually, we're supposed to watch The Dark Knight today, but yeah. gah. hopefully me and my mom would feel like watching the movie tomorrow. :)

and then the 20 new Twilight set pictures from LA Times. gah. Mr. Ransom, Mr. Ransom. you've got me going in a frenzy. again, there are no words. haha.

and, and, aaaand!!! i so want to have these two shirts:

i would so have it customized and wear the first shirt in another one of those epic UAAP games. hahaha. except of course the words in blue would be green. duh. :P AND DON'T YOU DARE COPY MY IDEA. THIS IS UNDER COPYRIGHT, YOU BITCHES. that is all. thankyouverymuch. :]]

also, also, also, i'm still having this effin' dilemma. i still don't know if i should buy a digicam or iPhone. help me choose please? :D and if you do tell me to buy a digicam instead, which of these two gooooorgeous digicam from Sony? T2 or T300?

and for my last rant, WTF is up with these Jonas Brothers? what's with all the hype? i seriously don't get it.

everyone just loves them. i know this may seem so hypocritical of me - it's just like someone asking, "WTF is up with Twilight? Why are everyone reading it?" but seriously. i don't find them cute at all. they look so - God forbid - gay. :| they seem so GAH and BLAH. haha. also, there's this one Jonas dude that seriously looks like that gay character from Nip/Tuck. so maybe that's why i can't shake the thought of them being gay. no offense to Jonas fans. or whatever you call yourselves. :D

yup, definitely similar.

now, before i get some outraged comments (for the nth effin' time), please do calm yourselves down first, and then explain what's so lovable about them in the most constructive way possible. you don't want me posting another entry about how this is a personal blog and this is my personal opinion, right? okay. thanks. :) but if you're so immature and is just gonna whine and moan like Bella Swan, then please:

shut up. :)

phew! i think that's pretty much everything. haha. August 4 is nearing, loves. :D and it's really sad - there really appears to be no leaks whatsoever about Breaking Dawn. they're gooooood. haha. :]]

Why am I covered in feathers?

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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coz i rock some pretty awesome ass.

Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 8:23 PM

yeah! :D

first off, as you have noticed, unless you're completely blind, i changed my layout. i think it's prettier. yes? yes? :D meh, i figured it was time to change my layout. i grew tired of it last month, but was just too lazy to change it. haha. :]]

and look at what my sister-from-another-mother made for me:

isn't it prettyyyy? haha. i so feel like BryanBoy right now. haha :] thanks, Ayiiiiene! :D

i was pretty unproductive with work today, the project we've been doing (yes, we're making a project in our OJT. sucks major ass, i know.) has zero progress since last week. i so fail as a Team Leader. haha. well, i hope i get things in order tomorrow. or else, we're screwed, since i'll be reporting about our progress on Friday. ack! :O

and OME! look at thiiiis:

they have arriiiived!

so that's why Stephenie was asking the Twilight websites and forums to close. hahaha. it's still two weeks away from the Breaking Dawn release and the stocks have arrived in the US bookstores already? hmm, i wonder when it'll arrive in the Philippines. :D

yes, this one's from the Penelope DVD.
and yes, they're wearing baseball costumes. :O hahaha!

here's the third Breaking Dawn quote of the day if you have no idea what it is yet:

Tanya: "Ah, Edward. I've missed you."

hahaha don't you feel so spoiled? how ironic that SMeyer even asked Twilight websites and forums to close, when she's basically spoiling the fans herself. hahaha. it's just like me saying, "Yeah! The Denali clan is coming to cause chaos!" ...only that was more detailed. sorry. haha. and no offense, SMeyer. i still love you. :D

'bout the quote, yeah, of course i already knew that the Denali clan is coming, but the quote just really got me more excited to see Bella's reactions. seriously. IT'S YOUR F*CKING TIME TO GET JEALOUS, BITCH. hahaha. :D i can see her whining already. what else is new? :P

and i SO lalalaloooove Tanya already. haha. i bet she's oozing with smexxiness. she's part succubus, if you guys didn't know. hahaha! ;)

btw! sorry if my posts have been so full of Twilight lately, i know some of you can't relate. haha. but i can't help but just vent all of my ~~obsessions and fangirl tendencies~~ here. i have a completely different world in real life. haha. of course i'm exaggerating, but you get the point. catch y'all bitches later! ;)

and oh yeah! who's watching The Dark Knight this week? i am, i am! :D it's time for another s14 reunion, yes? :) i seriously CAN'T wait to see Heath Ledger portray the Joker. just give him the darned Oscar already! (well, technically you can't give it to him, but still. haha.)

and i'm not much of a Batman fan (i've always been the spidey-girl) but i've just love watching big films in cinemas. yey for movie junkiiiies!! :]]

Do you ever think that your life might be easier if you weren’t in love with me?

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we should totally just stab camilla!

Saturday, July 12, 2008 @ 9:57 PM

...uhm, yeah. because. Camilla Belle is the rumored girlfriend of the great Rob Pattinson. that CAN'T be right! ~~for I'M the girlfriend of Rob!~~ this is so full of fail. it's so crazy, even Perez Hilton reported it in his site. hahaha. besides, Camilla's apparently going out with this Maria Sharapova. ohohoho. another LaLohan act? is this some kind of a trend Hollywood's been following?

that's them right there, dammit!

this pic came out before the first one. i didn't care at all who she was at first - til this rumor came out. boo. she's so ~~pretty~~. i hate her even more now. haha. :]]

and yes, this skinny glutton went out with Tom Sturridge before too.
OH NO SHE DIDN'T!

Why should Camilla get to stomp around like a giant, while the rest of us try not to get smashed under her big feet? What's so great about Camilla? Hmm? Mei is just as cute as Camilla, Mei is just as smart as Camilla, Mei is just as fashionable as Camilla. People totally like Mei just as much as they like Camilla. And when did it become okay for one person to be the boss of everybody, huh? Because that's not what Rome is about! WE SHOULD TOTALLY JUST STAB CAMILLA!!!

hahaha. Mean Girls. i miss that movie. might watch it tomorrow. for the nth time. haha. and seriously, it was the best movie LaLohan ever starred in. that movie was simply genius. :P

but i don't think Rob and her are dating. come on! Tom and Rob are the best of friends and it's against male (and female) code to go out with your friend's ex! it's like...the rules of feminism (or masculinism, if there exists such a term)!! come on, Rob! clear this shit up! don't you have any idea how much this is making me the fandom crrrrazy!? haha. go out with Kristen Stewart instead so she could dump her pathetic boyfriend Michael Angarano and i won't mind! well, not really. but but but! gaaah! :O

aaaanyway, now that i have the high-quality Twilight clips from the Penelope DVD, the clips are actually starting to grow on me. seriously. RPattz is just too dazzling. but still, uhm, yeah. haha.

and, if you've been following me in Twitter, or, if you aren't, but is looking at my sidebar every time you go to my site, you should know how i have a love/hate shiz for the EW magazine edition that featured Twilight. here's why:

i admit - i was one of those people who was bitching about the cover. i'm sorry, Rob. but EW was so much fail that they managed to make you look this ~~bad~~.
everyone got all frantic about the cover, even LA Times had an article about it. haha!

and then these two pics in that same magazine happened:

suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. haha.
btw, is it just me, or does Rob really look like Ed Westwick on that shot? :]]

in fairness to Taylor Lautner, he really looks like Jacob in this pic.

ugh. i haven't seen any of the good films shown this week and last week. boo. i wanna watch: Hancock, Mamma Mia, My Sassy Girl, and Alone. My Sassy Girl isn't even showing anymore. it chagrins me. haha. i've been using the words chagrin and dazzle lately. darn you, SMeyer!!

btw, you guys should totally watch Ryan Reynold's movie entitled Definitely, Maybe. i downloaded it (actually my dear Keipkeip did. thanks Keipkeip!) and it was lalalalalove. i actually cried a few times. hahaha. :]] well, i'm actually a crybaby so, i don't know. :P

"I wanna marry you because you're the first person that I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw these hands I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, because when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So... will you... marry me?" OH HELL YEAH! haha. and i dare say, Definitely Maybe is even better than his other movie, Just Friends. so it really is a must-watch. :P it was out waaaay before, actually. around February i think. :)

what else is there to share? well, except that we're starting in our little thesis, there's nothing much. i've had a really boooring week. good thing it was compensated with all the Twilight fix. :) oh, and there was a surprise party for my friend AJ yesterday, and i didn't go. hahaha. coz a lot of my good friends weren't going (they had a good excuse) so i... you know, got ~~too lazy~~. sorry, A-jay-jay! will make up to you next time. :) Advanced happy birthdaaaay! :D (but as if he reads my blog, right? haha.) and Kristine! i saw you today. we were at the north conservatory too. hahaha. :P and Ayiene! come on, please please pleeeease tell me how you're gonna get it? Edward Cullen is staring at you. haha. :]]

and oh yeah! while in the cab on my way home, i almost got hit by a bus - twice. once was last thursday and once again yesterday. i swear it's gonna be the death of me. but i've always wanted my death to be painless - not crushed to death! haha :]

oh, and the first Breaking Dawn of the day is beloooow! :]] btw, sorry for too much fangirl tendencies in this post. yeah. uhm, no excuses, sorry. haha.

Alice: "I'll play you for it. Rock, paper, scissors."
Edward: "Why don't you just tell me who wins?"
Alice: "I do. Excellent."

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what's up your ass?

Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 2:33 PM

~~i can't reply to the comments in my last blog entry coz i'm at work right now and apparently HaloScan is banned therefore i can't reply. i read your comments, though.~~ REPLIED. haha and i can't believe that the basher is just ONE person. i can see your IP Address, you know. pathetic. hahaha!

Blair Cornelia Waldorf is NOT amused.

anyway, i want to post this blog entry right now simply because i want to clear the following things out ASAP:

a.) whatever i write in this blog OF MINE is my opinion, and you can't make me think otherwise no matter how much you reply with your bashing and not to mention disrespectful comments.

b.) in case you didn't know, people have different opinions on everything, and it's more than cool. but being an asshole because of it is not. i just happen to have a different opinion and it doesn't exactly match yours - does it mean you have to leave disrespectful comments on this site FOR the site OWNER?

c.) if you don't like what you read here, you're very much welcome to click on the X button located on the top right of your screen. i did NOT - read: DID NOT - ask you to read whatever it is that i write here. as far as i know, you came here in my site on your own.

d.) if you have any common sense at all, you should know by now that there are no bashing about the site owner to be done here. this is MY site and i can do AND say whatever it is that i want to. bashing/praising whoever/whatever should be done in your OWN blog/site/journal/whatever-shiz.

e.) about SM's request, you people who really want to "avoid" spoilers should well, avoid the internet in the first place. you should know better. and you saying that "i can't understand SM" is just as much as you not understanding ME.

f.) lastly, please grow the friggin' up. :]]

and i quote saint_renegade, "You don't like someone's less than positive comment on the most recent Twilight movie clip that leaked? IGNORE IT. You want positivity? Be positive. This is the internet, kids, not everyone is going to be happy all the time, accept that."

thank you very much and have a helluva nice day. haters to the effin' right, please! ;) ♥

Amazing - how can someone so tiny be so annoying?

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good news for people who love bad news.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 7:07 PM

this week, though it just started, is just too much to take.

first off, as you all know by now, DLSU lost. well, i'm not really hating that fact that since last season, that's how things went as well, and we all know how the story went, don't we? ;) from suspension to champions, baby! :P

but i remember how an Atenean (an old one at that) was a piece of ass last Sunday after the game: we were crossing the road, as we were on our way to the parking. and then this dude shouted - sarcastically and boastfully - from his car, "Let them pass. They lost, eh." and i was like, "And you tell us that we're the boastful ones?!" pfft. pathetic.

and then last night i was able to watch the Twilight clips included in the Penelope DVD. good gawd, as much as i hate to admit it, and though i watched it over and over and oooover because somewhere along the line i might end up liking the clips but still didn't, i officially think the movie's gonna suck some major ass. :( the scenes were so awkward and cheesy! i say there's no one else to blame but the staff of Summit Entertainment. i mean hello - it CAN'T be the cast (well, except Taylor Lautner coz he's just utter FAIL). especially RPattz! he's awesome as always. haha. and no, i'm so NOT biased. but whatever, the movie's crappiness would all be compensated by RPattz's dazzling self. :]] trust me - i really wanted to love the clips! and knowing me, i would just love anything related to Twilight and anything with RPattz in it!! so, isn't this telling you something? yeah. it was that bad. :( and i'm sorry i can't give you guys the video. it was apparently taken down because of copyrights.

and then i was absent today from work coz my aunt passed away. at least now she's in a peaceful place and finally over the pain of her ~~ovarian cancer~~. she's probably with God now, and we're all happy for her. she'll always be remembered and remain in our hearts. things like these are just too surreal for me. it just makes us realize how these lives we have are merely borrowed, and as cliche as this goes, we should make the best out of it that we can. live life to the fullest. do what you want to do. say what you want to say. because the greatest regret that we can have in this life is not what we did - but it's what we didn't do.

and before i go, i'd just say that i won't be posting the "question of the day" part anymore til August 2. Stephenie Meyer's being a bitch about it. you can see why here. til my next post! :]

EDIT: here's a shimmy shimmy something for the one and only wannabe bitch out there:

AS IF YOU COULD OUTRUN US. AS IF YOU COULD FIGHT US OFF. :))

oh, you SO know who you are. ;) better watch your back, little missy. the bitch is back. ;)

The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance, or time. And no matter how much more special or beautiful or brilliant or perfect than me he might be, he was as irreversibly altered as I was. As I would always belong to him, so would he always be mine.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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let's get these teen hearts beating. faster, faster!

Saturday, July 5, 2008 @ 1:07 PM

wow. it's been a while, yes?

you little sons of bitches missed me. you know it, i know it, might as well admit it. hahaha. sorry, must be still tipsy. haha. :)

coz we went to the campus last night because of this thesis/OJT forum at 7pm, that they said all the seniors were required to attend, only to find out there wasn't even an effin' attendance sheet/shit. :o but yeah, as if we attended the forum anyway. we just remained in the hall, and it was like having a reunion-slash-soirée. hahaha. i missed them! :) [no pics, sorry. coz my digicam is in the US of A coz my sister brought it with her. see? even the digicam went to the US before me. dammit! haha.]

and then after "attending" the forum we went to GP (Green Place) - good God, i missed that place! even Kuya Bob! haha! we used to hang out there every given thursday last term and get helluva wasted. nyahahah. :D of course it was another one of those night rendezvous, and we all acted like we owned the place. as always. :) and then at around 12 midnight, we had SEx. just so you know, SEx = Siningag Express. ;) you and your dirty little minds. tsk tsk. :P

and hmm, someting random about Twilight (the movie): rumor has it that New Moon will be out by December '09. word was leaked on the internet that Summit Entertainment has also optioned the movie rights to New Moon. whatever. i hated 20 chapters of New Moon. seriously. just thinking of Taylor Lautner's face for more than half of the movie without any RPattz to compensate it is making me hurl.

just a trivia: Rob "the greek-god" Pattinson beat out over 5,000 hopeful actors (can you believe Michael Welch - the one playing Mike Newton is in that list?) into the role of THE Edward Cullen. Here's what Catherine Hardwick (Twilight the movie's director) had to say about RPattz:

“It was a massive challenge to find Edward. Not many actors can live up to the image in the book - the pale skin and the other-worldly beauty. Most of the actors they auditioned for Edward were handsome but they all looked like the All-American guy. Pattinson was different. He had everything we needed. And he had that angular face and kind of mysterious Edward aura.”

oh hell yes! RPattz IS Edward (duh) and no one else. not Gaspard Ulliel. not Chace Crawford. not Hayden Christensen. ~~not Tom Sturridge.~~ [wait, i love Tom. haha.] so stop it, you delusional fantards. :P and oh yeah! SMeyer is thinking of posting BD quotes per day just like what she did in Eclipse. ;)

and DLSU vs ADMU game1 tomorrow! oh yes please! :) for those who are watching, see you bitches in Araneta! :) be sure to wear f*cking green! ANIMO LA SAAAAALLE! :D

question for the day: Well of course the wedding cant go smoothly, will Jacob have something to do with that? well, i can't say that the wedding won't or will go smoothly now, can i? it'll ruin things for some. :P

How many times can one heart be mangled and still be expected to keep beating?

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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it's not even f***ing raining!

Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 7:17 PM

haha, what's with me and censored titles lately? (and bout that title, it's a Twilight thing you'll never understand. again. haha. but you might want to Google it. it's very common. double haha.)

i got this [click me] from Dee, and she was pretty bummed about it in her post, but i found myself seriously laughing my ass off. coz they were all true albeit harsh! you guys might seriously want to check 'em out! helluva funny! :) come on, appreciate some bashing-humor for time to time. :P

The "coños" flaunt their superficiality through extravagant lifestyles and kissing American capitalism's ass. ...Then there are the "jologs" or the masses, who want to be like the coños but can't because of the poverty and corruption.

man, the whole article seriously cracks me up! hahaha!

and a lot of my lovely blogging friends are on hiatus. why?! :o well, i can understand - the Internet is a bad, bad, baaad thing for non-procrastinators. haha. :]

and gah, i'm getting a lot of - i hate to admit - zits lately that i've never had in my entire 19 years of life. work is stressful. i hate it. oh f*ck it, only one more month to go! ...and then ~~thesis-making~~. which is much more stressful. i think it's time to visit a dermatologist, yes? :| any secret remedies you guys have that i should know? haha.

sorry for the sucky post. i'm waiting for Twilight Tuesday and i wanted to post something. after this i'm off to watch: Definitely, Maybe; Meet The Spartans; and Jumper. haha. movie marathon. as if i'll get to finish watching them all. :P

random: i would so trade anything in the world just to be that ballpen cap. (bwahahaha) ---->

but seriously, i gotta stop stalking Rob Pattinson. and Tom Sturridge. hahaha. i think i even have more pics of them (even personal pics) than they do for themselves. hahaha. i'm such a skilled stalker, i even scare myself sometimes. hahaha. :] if before i discovered RPattz's MySpace account, now i have his Facebook. haha.

that's it for now, my pretties. :)

question for the day: Will there be any romantic heatness between Jacob and Bella in BD? hahaha! hell no! i would just DIE if there was. haha. sorry, Jacob/Bella fans. but SMeyer pretty much elaborated on this as much as she could - Bella had already chosen in Eclipse. it would just be redundant (and not to mention dragging - and infuriating) if such things happen again in Breaking Dawn. :)

Jacob: May the best man win.
Edward: Sounds about right...pup.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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