time takes it all.

Monday, March 31, 2008 @ 10:09 PM

there's a first time for everything.

that's all i ever hear from my overly sweet and comforting friends when i tell them that i might fail this specific subject. puh-lease note the sarcasm. but i still love them though. ;))

seriously? SERIOUSLY?! seriously?!?

well, technically this will not be the first time if ever i do fail a subject. i already failed one quarter when i was in high school. so...this won't be the first time which means it won't happen, right? please tell me you said yes.

coz oh my god. i've been venting since last week about this. i do NOT want to fail. please, God, help me. pleeease. to those of you reading this, pray for me. if there's nothing good you've ever done to me (yet), this will be the chance. :| seriously, it wouldn't just be me who'll be left ~~disappointed~~. God, help me pleeease.

now, i have to make this bonus milestone to pass. kakaririn ko to. taga nio yan sa bato.

I. WILL. NOT. FAIL.

the name MEI REYES and the word FAILURE cannot be placed in one single sentence unless there exist the words DOES NOT KNOW NOR WILL SHE HAVE in between them. [yes, that's the spirit. fight! animoooo!]

John F. Kennedy said; "The courage of life is a magnificent mixture of triumph and tragedy. A man does what he must, in spite of personal consequences... in spite of obstacles and dangers and pressures.. and that is the basis of all morality."

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crash course in polite conversation.

Sunday, March 23, 2008 @ 10:19 PM

ohmygod. i just noticed that i've been blogging for three consecutive days already. i guess it's pretty obvious that i haven't done anything [~~worth mentioning~~], or to put it in a more subtle term, productive this holy week. oh well, i'll live. :)) not my fault we have a friggin' trimester system. it's my last year in dlsu anyway, so we'll see what'll happen to me next holy week. ;)

my inbox in multiply is full of albums of people who went on a family trip, couples trip, trip trip, everything about trips. i wanted to strangle each and everyone of them.

i mean, ok, i get it! you went on a trip during holy week! did you have to really rub it in the faces of the people who just bummed in their homes and actually observed holy week?

i mean, really. isn't holy week supposed to be observed? or is my family the only ones who actually does? it's like people have made it as an excuse to go on a vacation.

news flash, everyone. this is the time where Jesus suffered on the cross and actually died. it's nothing to celebrate or be happy about.

i understand if it's the easter sunday, but hahaha. oh well. never mind that. this must just be jealousy kicking in. :P i'm not ms. goody - two - shoes - who - love - love - loves - to - go - to - mass - every - sunday - and - prays - all - the - time anyway. but i do have a point, right? right? riiiight?

and i cannot believe people can still hate during holy week. :)) you might want to click here to relate, and look for criticalhit's comment. i won't dwell too much of my coughpreciouscough time discussing about him/her/it. ;))

i wanna say i'm off to bed buuuut, i just woke up from my 4-hour nap. :)) why i did that, i have no idea, now i have nothing else to do. crap, school tomorrow. i'm jealous to those HS students. it's already vacation for them, some have already hit the beach, and well, some are even graduating. *hint* ;) you think high school is tough, dearies? ohohohooo. butbutbuuuut! even though college life can be such a bitch, it's hella FUUUUUN. :) and "the friends you'll have in college will be your friends forever." [Sydney White]

that's it for now, my lalalalalovelies. :)

A wise woman once told me, "People either love you or hate you. Either way, it's still an obsession." ;)

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an attempt to tip the scales.

Saturday, March 22, 2008 @ 4:03 PM

just talked to my favorite-and-most-loved ate on the phone, and said that she bought me a laptop already. hooraaaah! :)) talked to her for i think 4 straight hours with a $.16 per-second rate. hahah she luuurves me that much. :P talking to her made me feel like a kid again, we haven't talked like that since foreveeeer. chismisan ever. :) kase naman noh, she only call once a week for approximately just an hour or so, mahal nga naman kase. ;))

anywaaaay, it's an Acer Aspire AS5720-4126 Widescreen laptop. it's rather bulky and it sure as hell cannnot be compared to a Mac Air, but it has a 2Gb RAM and 160GB hard drive. LOVES it! ohmygod, i am SUCH a geek. :)) what a way to start my summer, or rather, our "new season". ;)) be receiving it by the first week of april, when my other sister's bf's mom arrives here in the ever-so-icky pinas. good thing she's vacationing here or i would have to wait for my sister's package which would come all the way from the big NYC and god knows how loooong that takes. XD

but speaking of chisms, here's an update. ;))

S found out that Y was lying about the night at GP. all thanks to the great E. Y was soooo mad at E, and figured that the plan was ruined. and ohmygod, can you just imagine how L (not the real name) felt when the two-faced of a person who, in here, would be referred to as CH, actually thought that L did not have any right to be angry?! L was waiting for CH to say, "oh yeah, i did the fucking same thing to you, btw. right in the fucking front of you. i'm sorry." sorry would've been enough for L. but did CH apologize? nooooo. L had no idea if CH was simply dense that CH actually hurt L, or if it just really comes naturally to CH not to care.

monday should be interesting, my dearies. girl fiiiiight(s). ;;)

Ralph Waldo Emerson once wrote: "There is no privacy that cannot be penetrated. No secret can be kept in a civilised world. Society is a masked ball, where everyone hides his real character, then reveals it by hiding."

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is there really no escape from time?

Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 1:48 AM

ok, i just had to let that out. i'm fine now. so for those who didn't view my blog yesterday, sorry, you can't see the ever-controversial post na. :)

can't wait til monday comes.

i wanna be a kid again.
can't wait for summer.
i wanna escape.
i need to escape.
ok, i' m blabbing.
i'll go sleep now. :D

too much dramaaaa! O.o

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welcome to my colorful island.

Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 6:56 PM

i. wanna. buy. these.

NOW.

the purple, turquoise (no, not blue), yellow, and maybe also the red one are mine. so please, PUH-LEASE, just this time, don't copy me, m'kay? just this time, have your own fashion sense, m'kay?

just this time, don't be the trying-hard-copycat that you are. m'kay?

kay. ;)

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all downhill from here.

Sunday, March 16, 2008 @ 12:03 AM

what's going on with esportin?
uso ba ngayon ang naho-hospitalize?
first, it was dar. now, rech.

is this some kind of a test for us or something?
siguro naman, we've all proven that we're not just ~~"all-for-the-fun"~~. we may not be the darn best group of friends out there, but we try our best to be true and always be there for each other. :) (woah, that rhymed haha) walang iwanan! :D

kaya RECH!
[ sa darating na eleksyon...hahaha ]

get well soon, m'kaaay? school's not as fun without you. :) and i'm so, so, soooo sorry if i didn't get to visit kanina. :( sa monday nlng - if ever you're still confined. XD we lalalaloooove you, rech! ;)

we want to thank you.
thank you for always listening to us
when we just needed to ~~vent~~.
for understanding what we needed,
for being our friend.
and for not giving up on us when
it seemed that ~~everyone else had~~.

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she's finally quit you.

Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @ 11:55 PM

...at least she thinks so.

how would one know, anyway?
how can one finally proudly say, "i'm over it"?

the way your heart wouldn't beat as fast when you see her/him?
the way your hands wouldn't sweat as much?
the way that your heart wouldn't flutter so when s/he simply says your name?
the way that you simply dismiss all those jokes your friends throw at you whenever s/he is mentioned?

4hwkp5x

but really - who are we kidding?
we all know the feeling is still there.

always.

it may not be as strong as before, but it's there. and it's undeniable. some people can just hide it easily.

you just learn sooner or later that to keep yourself from ~~hurting~~, you'll have to bury the feeling and cover it in your subconscious, claim and convince yourself that you're "over it" and that you "deserve someone better" - until one day, when you see her/him again, or s/he simply touches you or says something, or whatever it is - it will simply make you forget who you are, forget all those horrible things you think and know s/he is, forget all those advice your friends have given you on how there is someone better for you out there, and then you'll be surprised:

you're back at the start all over again.

so no one, and i mean no one, completely gets over someone.

and there goes another blabber out of me. :) boredom inspires me to write, so sue me. :P

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