aaaanyway, on with something totally random. (you do know though that this would still end up related with twilight, right? right.)

you know what i really hate? liars. although of course, we are only human. we can't afford not to lie. it's basically human instinct. but you know what's also another human instinct? it's to think. seriously, how hard is it to think for a second before saying something that you know is a lie, or would turn out to be one?

and the next thing i hate? false hopes. so sometimes it's nice not to hope anymore. you know, to expect nothing? but that's utterly impossible, right? it's another human instinct. to trust. to hope. to love. to forgive. well, maybe the latter is really not much existing in most of us, but yeah.

and what i hate besides liars and false hopes is pride. we all have it. but you do know that it's one of the seven deadly sins, right? i used to not apologize when i was young because of my pride (and not to mention a spoiled brat) even though i know it's my fault, but as i've grown and matured, this pride is as insignificant when it comes to my relationships as a brand of a comb. please excuse the metaphor. but seriously. would you rather have your pride and yourself than be with your friends/family/whoever?

and an advice to everyone, if you're gonna ask forgiveness, can you please mean it? asking forgiveness, in full essence of the word, means that you're gonna say it right to that person and face all the consequences. asking forgiveness, in full essence of the word, means that you're not gonna do it again. because with you apologizing over and over each and every time you make that same mistake with the exact same people, they're doubt and mistrust on you will grow.

and you know what i also hate? (i told you this was still going to end up related with twilight) i call them twilight-posers. :)) you know, those girls who only like the book because of edward? yeah, that's them. although, who could blame them, right? among all the fictional characters ever created, he's the greatest, hottest, coolest, sweetest - ok, i'll stop there. but seriously though, you have to appreciate the whole book, you know. stephenie meyer has got to be the greatest author yet. i mean, have you read The Host? yes, there is actually a book she's written other than the Twilight series, you know. haha. i thank god for creating such awesome writer. screw anne rice, j.k. rowling, paulo coelho (well, no, not paulo coelho. he's awesuuuum), and whoever. stephenie meyer is the shit, yo! hahaha :))

you know what i think? there should be a disclaimer in the book that says: "warning: reading this book may lead to crushes/obsessions/dreams on fictional characters." i've gotten my friends indulged with the books too. although of course not as much as my obsession with it, for it'll be so unhealthy to have my kind of addiction. i'm dead serious. you do NOT want to know up to what extent my knowledge is about the book, characters, and film adaptation regarding twilight. wahaha =)) i even humor myself. :))

and to my girlies who are yet to finish twilight and read new moon, ah, get ready for a lot of crying and anxiety attacks. haha :)) holy crud, breaking dawn! must. get. it. NOW!

and have you seen woman on the verge, gg's episode 17?! good gracious, georgina sparks! i SO love you! i aspire one day to be as bitchy, evil, and mean as you. but then again, i heard that she'd be a regular next season. i think i just threw up a little in my mouth. i mean, don't get me wrong, i love her character and she being the queen of mean and all (next to blair, that is), but her character's gonna be too dragging! i mean what, is she going to be mean in all of the 24 episodes of gg next season? oh, come on! her character is good to show up every now and then and shake things up, but to have her as a regular? me no likey. or are they gonna make her change the attitude and have her personality reformed? but that's been done. she'll be so serena. these writers better be up with something good. well, those are all my rants for now, ladies! (or gents. whatever you prefer. haha)

oh, before i go, i shall bombard you with a wee bit of my different faces. because i grabbed the latest issue of seventeen magazine and hayden panettiere had her "the many faces of me" thing and since i hate her, i'd show her i can do it too. hahaha :))

edward: your hair looks like a haystack. but i like it.
me: oh, edward! *faints*
ah, yes, i'm delusional. i wanna be a fictional character created by stephenie meyer named isabella marie swan. get over it.

You know you love me, so why won't you:
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