i'm wide awake, it's morning.
Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 8:23 PM
i've been sleeping at around
9pm this week. i know -
WHOA. i'm too tired, i guess. when i got home at around 8pm from shopping yesterday (i
didn't get my hardcover reservations of Twilight and Eclipse, btw. yeah, i decided to wait for October), i freshened up, went to bed, and without me knowing, fell asleep. boo. and usually, i
wake up at around
2am.
screw my body clock. :|so it's official - i really
am nocturnal. i've been
denying this fact since my freshmen days, though it's
quite obvious, but now it really dawned on me - my brain really does
function well on
ungodly hours. and i won't construe on that fact. :P
off to something random:
my friends
tell me even the slightest thing about
him. and they refuse to say his name, at that.
his name is NOT prohibited. this isn't like saying
Voldemort. but seriously - aren't we all
over this shitfest yet? i
don't give a damn if you saw him pass the hallway or what color he's wearing or if he changed his hair color. for crying out loud -
LET IT GO. i for sure as
hell have, so
why can't you guys? the next time you see him, can you please think of it as merely
seeing an old friend, and not think,
"hey, i have to mention this to Mei"? because seriously, this is one hell of an
old news. besides, who would want someone in their
lives who clearly
doesn't wanna be a
part of it? i effin' DON'T.
boo.
enough of this melodrama. :D

oh, oh, OOHHH!! :D tomorrow is the sex-god
Edward Cullen's 107th birthday. *swoons* me and my sister will be
celebrating it. haha. no, not really. my sister has
no idea that it's his birthday or on who this dazzling fictional
character is in the first place. haha. but while we're out
shopping and whatnot tomorrow,
i'll think of it as
my way of celebrating his birthday. hahaha. wee, Edwaaard. ♥ hahaha.
i think i'll stop here before i say any unnecessary things further and
scare you guys more. haha. 'til my next post! :)
question for the day: In BD, will the series end up like everything is just a dream? to be honest, i have no friggin' idea what the ending is in the first place. that's the only thing i don't know. my source refused to tell me. boo. :| one thing's for sure though: it's a happy ending. :D
I couldn't keep my eyes off of Edward's face for long. I stared at him, wishing more than anything that the future would never happen. That this moment would last forever, or, if it couldn't, that I would stop existing when it did.
You know you love me, so why won't you:
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