i'm waiting for something. someone. anything. to keep me sane and sweep me away from these daily routines. to somehow make everything okay, to let me know that at the end of the day, something/someone's waiting for me, and make me escape from all these bullshits life's been throwing everyone.

i miss those days when everyone looked forward to going to school. when every girl was excited to buy the new pair of babydoll shoes she could show off her classmates. when we can just take stupid pictures and act like complete idiots and not care one bit. when we spoiled and drunk ourselves til the dawn breaks. when freedom was for everyone to have. i miss those simple things. i wish it was summer again, so we can all fly away.

we used to be happy, didn't we? sure, we've all had those fucked up days then, but we were genuinely happy. now i don't know what happened. everything just suddenly changed right in front of us, and we were all far from ready for it. and now everyone have adjusted, albeit you were still stuck with yesterday.

ahem, ahem. yeah, let's not dwell on the fact that i haven't updated in forever, yadda, yadda, yadda. what's with the emo quotes, you ask? well, *shrugs* i simply missed having those emo entries in my blog like i did a few months ago. haha. :]]

i'm supposed to be at work - but obviously i'm not - since, well, i woke up at 10:30 today. haha. good thing i was still able to enroll (my last friggin' subject before *drumroll* graduation!) online or else i shall be so screwed, daym.

and so, you guys know how Breaking Dawn is coming out on August 2 (August 4 here in the boondocks), right? well, well, there was a bookstore in Texas (i think) that released the book early, and there was some massive bitch fit. there was chaos in the fandom seriously! hahaha.

and i have the whole scans of the book. bwahahaha. >:] take that, meyer's publishers! as if you could outrun me. as if you could fight me off. om nom nom nom hahaha. and those spoilers going around lately that you think are a hoax? well, you might want to second-guess that. haha.

but seriously, Meyer should've just stopped at Twilight and not made this into a series. look at what she's done to Breaking Dawn. it's ruined! this is too weird, even for me. you'd seriously stop at the end of chapter 5 and go "What the fuuuck?!?!" so yeah. and i still can't believe there's a part of the book under Jacob's POV. and i happen to LIKE it. Jacob, you ask? well, let's just say he had this coming and the Team Jacob are in chaos. hahaha! oh the epic LULZ at what Meyer did to him. and Edward! don't even get me started with Edward! what has Meyer done to my Edward?! he's gone completely out of character! this is blasphemyyyy! i was waiting for Ashton Kutcher to come out and tell me i got punk'd, but no, he didn't. :|


now don't get me wrong. i still love the series but my god, seriously, i want to crawl back to my happy place and hidey hole and deny that Breaking Dawn EVER existed. 4th installment? what 4th installment? the Twilight series is a trilogy! just a damn trilogy, i tell yoouuuu! sure, of course there are good parts in it. duh. but the rest is just... just so wrong. was Meyer on crack the whole time she was writing this? what was she THINKING?! vampires can NOT --- okay, i'll shut up now (but if you guys even say that BD is cute once you read it, i'll seriously pull your eyes out to see if you're really seeing what i'm seeing). haha. my eyes are bleeding and my IQ dropped some serious points. :| you're confused? well, i'll explain further and post more information about BD once it's ~allowed. om nom nom nom. :]] (oh and this is my opinion on the first few chapters and the epilogue, btw. and i'll be updating you guys if i change my mind - i'm still on page 285 anyway. haha. but right now, i hate BD. the first few chapters and the epilogue - ugghhh, the epilogue!! - are just WHAT?!?!?!)

and no, i won't be spoiling anything here in my entry, i don't want this blog getting shut down. haha. but if you just so happen to ask anything in my comment box, and i was just being a good Samaritan and answered your questions, on the other haaaand... haha. :> *wink wink nudge nudge*

humhumhum, what else? i haven't done anything productive today. haha. but i'll be making our project's progress report in a while. ugh. and oh yeah! we're going to watch The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor. but you have to admit - the title seemed so darn cheesy. haha. movie titles - you're doing it wrong. haha. :]]

AND THE PHILIPPINE GOSSIP GIRL RUMOR-SLASH-BULLSHIT. UGH. FAIL. FAIL. FAIL!! don't even. ugh. if there was any truth to it, i'll seriously go over ABS-CBN and have a massive bitch fit. hahaha.

and for those excited about Breaking Dawn like i was a few days ago, don't get your hopes up. it's way too heartbreaking. (unless you'd be in denial because of your love for Stephenie Meyer, then i don't know) hahaha. :]] well that's it for now. i have nothing else to say. :P comment, bitches! ;) btw, if you're just gonna whine and say, "How dare you! BD's gonna be great!", then just release your rave elsewhere. i don't need 12 year-olds raging on me. haha. thankyouverymuch. :>

He’d been right all along. He was more than just my friend. That’s why it was so impossible to tell him goodbye — because I was in love with him. Too. I loved him, much more than I should, and yet, still nowhere near enough. I was in love with him, but it was not enough to change anything; it was only enough to hurt us both more. To hurt him worse than I ever had.

ps. half of me is still hoping that this leak is a hoax, which i doubt it is. om nom nom nom.

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